Monthly Archives: January 2011

W!th T!me as I GROW!!!!!!!


Its been very truly said that as u grow older, with different experiences the meanings of life changes for you depending on your very tests and trials and incidents you go through.

As I look back in life and look at the things or ideas I was very strict/firm about initially in my life, I find a change in those ideas of mine now in the present situation, again the alteration came due to the experiences that I have had so far.

Practical and books are two different things that I have found yet. it was easier to say it then, but its difficult for me to go through it now. It was me who had a firm believe in this fact that a girl who is well educated, has a professional degree, has been to university for 4 precious years of her life, has worked hard to get those golden grades should NOT work after she gets married and if she is financially well to do then there is no need to go out and look for money leaving the comfort zone of your home. Yes it was ME, MYSELF and I who had such thoughts. And now when I am going through the same situation practically I am literally hating it. Its very easier said than done. It gets very suffocating at times being at home 24/7, doing just all those routine house hold tasks and then you are done and nothing else to do except to watch tv or stick to your laptop. I feel like going out, breath  in fresh air,do what “IIIIIIIII” want to do, fly and kiss the sky. Unaware of the outside world and the latest technology you being an engineer rust at home doing nothing. Adding some more spice to the frustration, when you realize it that it was your very own choice………phew

There is one more perception that has changed by the time, but I cant really discuss it here. That will be tooooo controversial to be discussed here;)

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Posted by on January 30, 2011 in Heart talk


Shetan & our Nerves

Something just made me wonder that y is shetan so dominant over us? Y does he have so strong grip over our nerves and our decision making powers?  y cant we at times or may be always just by pass this shetan’s  misguidance and go to the right path.

Knowing the fact that what we have in our mind or the decision that we are going to make has both the right and the wrong faces to it, we still fall pray to his misguidance and choose to walk over the wrong path? Y is sin that ecstatic that it even makes us to forget the right paths defined by Allah who actually loves us even more than 70 mothers altogether. Y not that kindness,  uncountable blessings of Allah over powers our nerves when we are about to make the decision and stop us from going towards the wrong.

Even having this in our minds that going for the wrong path does have disadvantages in the long run for us but still just for that temporary pleasure and delight we tend to decide for it. Y do we take HIS love for granted, y doesn’t His uncountable grace and divine sanctions stop us from being unreasonable and look for sins willingly, y God himself has made the shetan so powerful and not our nerves that strong to fight against the evil thoughts and make him loose in front of the LOVE of All Mighty?or its the other way round,its us who dont know how to fight for the right cause????

Or is shetan that very strong or we are too weak to fight against him?

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Posted by on January 26, 2011 in Heart talk


Enough Already!

Enough  Enough  Enough Enough Enough!!!

Firstly its just like a minute dot on the canvas that says “enough”, then by the time it keeps growing and growing and it appears exacty as loud as they appear above. Its like an empty cylinder that keeps filling in and then in the end this large enough comes out of it as there is not sufficient space in it. I want to say it as the judge in any court room says “order order order” when some chaos goes on in the court room. I want to say it with burning eyes like coal so that the person whom it is intended for should know the intensity hidden behind these words. The growl  in the voice would make the person shiver and should know what enough means. No explanations, no clarifications, no justifications, no reasons should be required to explain what this ENOUGH means. Just the word itself should be so powerful to put the meaning across. Read the rest of this entry »

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Posted by on January 24, 2011 in Heart talk