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Ruined

29 Sep

Happiness seems like an enemy to me.every time i feel a bit happy and gay the situations snatch it away from me nd im left empty handed,m confused wat to do to fix this permanent trouble in my life,its goin on nd on nd on.its now hard for me to be patient and bear it nymore.i pray alot,i really pray hard to make it better for me but all in vain.i find no ways ahead,no path defined,no light in the tunnel,m jus walking blindly along the road with out emotions becoz this is the way im supposed to act,i cant act the other way.m bound to stay in this torture cell 24/7.
y do u do so?yyyyyyyyyyyyy?y do u ruin my smile,my plans,my peace?
u dont know how dead observant i am,nd i catch it all before even u execute it.stop it plz stop it,it comes to me as intense pain and grief.i mite not be able to bear it any longer.
i want the right path BUT from where?

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4 Comments

Posted by on September 29, 2009 in Heart talk

 

4 responses to “Ruined

  1. Divaa Divine

    August 8, 2010 at 11:32 am

    When the pain comes, feel it and learn from it. When the joys come, delight in them and keep them where you can treasure them always. Decide to let the obstacles challenge and energize you instead of frustrating you. Decide to be happy simply because you’re alive and able to take it all in. 🙂

    There will be a whole lot of life coming your way 🙂

     
    • sanaya

      August 12, 2010 at 12:58 pm

      this pain is so new to me that i cant make nything out of it,m unable to learn from it either.rather i shud say that there is nothing to be learned from it, i just dont know how to stop it,dats wat the prob is.nd happiness is a long forgotten thing,no matter wat…i dont feel happy nymore,i dont find my heart smiling as previously it used to smile nymore.

       
  2. harini

    August 9, 2010 at 11:34 pm

    when you can see it coming, don’t you try to stop it from happening?
    And when that person has caused you so much pain, don’t you feel they don’t deserve to be in your life?

     
    • sanaya

      August 12, 2010 at 1:02 pm

      i cant stop it from happening,m all helpless in that matter….ya ur very true that such person does NOT deserve to be in my life BUT m bound to be with him for the rest of my life and abandoning the relationship links many other lives nd hopes nd happiness wich m supposed to take care of,so dats not the option at alll.

       

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