25 Mar

Even if u don’t belong to the place nymore where uve spent 23 years of ur entire life, but u still feel ur presence needed, u still sense ur place vacant, u still find that vacume exist which was created as soon as u left that place, u still find that the ppl there still need ur services, though uve left that place forever but still u see that the place is unfilled and things, tasks, operations u used to perform previously are as is it dependent on u, there s no one else to take care of those operations. And now that ur no more a part of that world u cant do much to fill that void, u cant help it as much as u want, u cant play the music as u want it. U just live watching them making themselves agree to the situation without u, watch them try to make things happen without u somehow.
U migrate from one place to another forever, u start living a new happy life, u take all ur accessories with u, u celebrate all this by choice, u prepare ursself for the days ahead ecstatically BUT still u leave behind a lot of sad hearts nd faces, a lot of eyes watery, a lot of eyes waiting for ur next visit, a lot of tasks pending waiting for ur attention, u leave behind friends waiting for ur 2 hrs long fone calls, u leave behind sisters missing the deafening laughter, u leave behind ur beloved dad who now stays awake after fajir prayers as ur supposed to arrive som time in the morn to be the first one to greet u, u leave behind ur mother who now keeps asking u “kia khao gi”……u leave behind ur brothers who ask the same question every time u arrive even before salam dua “kitne din k liye aai ho”…….
U just feel helpless now that ur being sent to the other side of the boundary and the most dearest ppl in the world stand on the other side with their arms open waiting for ur arrival every single moment of the month.

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Posted by on March 25, 2009 in Heart talk


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